I cut for the first time tonight. I don't know what to do. I have been battling a serious eating disorder and that has been my main focus for 10 years. I am so exhausting from throwing up my food that I grabbed my broken wine glass and sliced into my hand. I felt the same high that I feel when I am throwing up my food. It felt so good. What is wrong with me????
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