Due to reasons that I cant explain, I feel the urge to cut. Which you know its bad when I havent cut in 5 years. So I have tried all methods that have always worked for me in the past but today I have to say they arent working as well I as hoped they would. Time to bring out the "big guns" in a matter of speaking. I am leaving work early today so I can get another tattoo from my tattoo guy. My husband has know idea that that is my plan. which means another fight when I get home. But I will have my healthy dose of pain before hand so I should be able to keep my head on straight for the next round of "who is right and who is wrong". I do have one question though, just because you dont cut yourself, is it still worng to have "someone else do it for you"? Like your well known tatto guy, thats gets invited to every important occasion because you know eachother that well. Just a thought, that of some reason has never crossed my mind until just now.
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