Ok so I know I already wrote a post tonight but i am going to write another one. I am realloy struggling with feeling alone in this world right now, and I also feeling abandoned but idk why b/c no is abandoning me. ANyway I was talking to a friend and she suggested that I let you know how I am feeling about some things. I have some huge abandonment issues so it really hurts me when I reach out for help and no one responds to my posts. I already feel like no one cares and like I am alone and this only serves to reinforce thoise feelings. I know that people don't always knoe what to say or whatever and I get that but it still hurts. I know that part of this is my own insecurities and the way I look at things, but it would really help if you could at least say hang in there or something. Then i wouldn't feel so alone. I hope that this post isn't making any mad or hurting anyones feelings b/c that is not my goal. My goal is just to let my feelings known which I feel I have done. Thank you soo much for reading this and for being there for me. I appreciate it. Thanks.
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