I hurt.. I hurt phiscaly and mentally. i acn't get long with any family. I want to klocked away in a hospital or where ever... i don't care i don't want o deal with no one. i alwy'z ruin it for everyone. I got mad and walked home. I may seem like i'm tough at times but i really didn't want to walk through the bad part of town. Plus my legs hurt and i have a yeaky bilster type thing.. it hurts and i really don't care.. i want to leave so everyone would will be happy. Life is so hard and i just. i don't know what to do. I cut my leg and it hurts but now i'm thinking about cutting my wrists. i obvisly can't do anything right. My adopted mom is doing horrible and i feel like it's my fault.. i want to end it all My dad s mad and so is my mom. They bought me chocolat and an gatorade rain but i feel like things are not better. What do i do. I just want to be left alone and die alone. Thats what i desvere. I can't even cry in my room b/c my mom will walk in and talk to me... no affse but i'm scared to talk to her b/c shes so caring??? no thatwss not the words Secitive thats it... any advice... i don't know how to fitx this.... do ya
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