I am feeling really down all of a sudden. No one is around either online or in person and I feel lonely. I wanna cut so badbut I can't for reasons that are too complicated to get into. If youy really wanna know read my journal. I guess I am just looking for support. For someone to talk to. I wish that I had someone to hang out with right now but I don't. I hung out with a friend this afternoon and now i am all alone and thats hard. i wanna cry. I wanna scream. I wanna rip my skin off. Something anything to make these feelings go away. I was fine while my friend was with me and she left and now I feel like crap. If anyone is around and is willing to talk to me I would appreciate it. I am obviosly online and will be for a while so if you want just open a chat with me. I would really appreciate it. Thanks.
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