Ive been hurting myself just now and i know that later i will be in trouble for it. But I needed to relieve my pain and in a weird kind of way i feel better for having cut myself. Atleast now i just feel numb as before i just couldnt stop crying cos ive been talking about things i should have just kept a secret. Its such a risk for me to be opening up here and letting others see my pain. Im just not coping. I feel like killing myself so instead i just cut to take away the feelings and now i have to cut more cos im so ashamed and i feel bad cos i am bad.
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