My family are really messing me up at the moment. My sister is he worst of them. She's my twin, so we've never really been apart for long, and I'm really dependant on her, but I hate her so much, she makes me hate myself so much, she makes me want to kill myself, but I can't just not talk to her, we go to the same school and live in the same house, we don't have a lot of oppertunities to be apart. She knows I cut and uses it against me all he time, and I can't deal with it. We argue all the time, but nothin ever gets resolved, and there is no talkig to her. I can only see two options. Leave, which means run away, but I have nowhere to go, or kill myself.
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