Do you use them? I do. Every single time i feel sad. I got dumped today :/ over MYSPACE!!!! You would think that i matter enough for him to do it in person, But no. He said it was because He just wanted to be friends....But its because his friends dont like me, I know it because my BEST friend told me that they were talking about it right in front of her. I just started my knew school, I was excited, Seeing him everyday, Seeing my best friend everyday, He said he was excited...But apparently I'm not good enough. I wouldnt say that, except for the fact that i have NEVER been good enough. Not even for my own dad. Thats why im living in a camp trailer in my grandmas drive way. Cause i wasnt good enough. I never am. No one in my school likes me except the people i've known for all my life...I just want to cry. But i wont let myself, and if i do i will scare EVERYONE who knows me, because i lost my whole life, and i never let one tear fall...and if i let one fall now, they will know something is really wrong...but im fine...I really am...
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