So it's been awhile since the last time I Si'ed. Can't tell you exactly how long maybe around 2 months or so. But I feel like i'm losing it. I try to use all the tools I can think of to keep SIing off my mind, but it seems like it's always there. It's to the point where it's hard for me to take a shower and shave my legs I want to cut so bad. And I'm the type of person who has to shave thier legs everyday. I don't know what to do. I went to therapy yesterday felt better afterwards, but today all the feeling are coming back. Because I know if I break and SI it won't be pretty. I've been keeping my mind busy, but it's just not working. I don't know what to do. Do I give in and say fuck it or what!
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