When you're all alone at night, and the world is quiet, do you ever get that feeling that you are just waiting for someone to come knocking at your door again? Maybe a friend or relative who is dear to you and no longer with us? Do you ever sit alone and think of places you'll never get to see or things you'll never get to do? I do. I admit, i do it a lot, especially at night. I wonder about my friends, the many special people who gave their hearts to me selflessly, and the way they all could comfort and console me, even at the worst of times. I sit alone and i think why. Why them and not i is always a question on my mind. Even when the world is quiet, i wonder....why did i not go through with it? Have you ever had that feeling?
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