yes. sometimes I do. I think it's a natural wonder of the huamn mind. Ask yourself...why is suicide considered bad?...the fear of the unknown. People of faith frown upon in because of morals but the rest of us don't do it because of fear.

I remember one time, I decided to skip school because I was feeling like complete shit and just hung around the house all day looking for possible ways of killing myself. I finally sat down at the computer, signed on to MSN in search for people to talk to. Nobody was online so I researched suicide and depression. I found this inspirational site, who's mean point is to convince you to not commit suicide. While reading the words on the page a fountain of tears came down my face. Since then, I haven't SERIOUSLY thought about suicide.

My advice to you is to find someone you can confide in and begin to honnestly and openly share your feelings and views on life. You'll soon find that you're not alone.

Hope this brings a smile to your face. :)
I'm happy you're reaching out.

Krista

I have that thought almost everyday. I think about how much easier things would be if I were gone and not having to deal with all of this shit everyday. When I start to think that way I try to think about how selfish it would be to just end my life. Its not fair to effect my family like that. That is what helps me get through those times of wanting to just end it all.

I think about this many, many times a day.....I'm so tired of living this way in this terrible pain...madness! But, I keep fighting the reason my four kids,mom and husband. Also, what even keeps me fighting more is when i was in the hospital the first time.....they told me if I were to take my life......one of my children will do the same thing. That's why I'm still here.....if I knew they wouldn't also I wouldn't miss them and they wouldn't miss me......I would go now this second.....to be completely finished with this torture,madness,know way what so ever kind of life. To finally have peace no more thoughts, no more worrying, no more seeing myself dying, know more anything just PEACE! I even worry my family will hate me If the illnesses finally do win and I'm gone. I'm so so tired of all this guilt,worry...please just shut up.....leave me alone. I also know when people leave this world....it wasn't an easy choice....an I get so mad with people always thinking of all the people they left behind.....I'm always saying but what about the person who was living each day in hell......they didn't want to leave....it was either they just couldn't fight any longer or the illness voices finally won. So, I have so much feelings for people who do take their lives because I know matter anyone why they did and at what cost! Sorry, I'm rambling and I'm in a very mixed state....sad,terrible thoughts,so depressed but still fighting.

hi...and OMG..i feel OVERWHELMED WITH THESE THOUGHTS EVERYDAY; why won't they GO AWAY and I wonder why do I keep fighting? I don't even know really..i know i don't want to hurt my family, but i also don't want to be inpainlike this; but i know i'll miss MUSIC the most or the sight of the atlantic ocean, or people laughing or smiling or cussing...
BUT REALLY..i don't have ANYONE to talk to seriously about my suicidal feelings and that's why i think my "SI" is getting worse & worse as each day passes.
Don't get me wrong; i'm pretty popular around my area..p/t radio dj...pt caterer..and i go to college full time in pre-law & i have passing grades..and my family is soo proud..just like the VETERANS AFFAIRS....but do "THEY" really want to address WTF is WRONG with me or my fucking ISSUES or MY DSABILITY...fuck NO...
How in the HELL am I supposed to deal with it if I have NO SUPPORT; this is why i think of SUICIDE or CUTTING EVERY SINGLE DAY...isn't that nice..i'm sorrry.
pat

I go first!!!

almost every day of my life i feel like that. most of my suicidal ideations involve overdosing on pills...but i dont think i could ever go through with it...i guess i'm a big ol' wuss. the people i love would be seriously hurt. a lot of them would be inconsolable for a long time. i'm not being conceited...when i've talked about wanting to die, they've told me this. but yeah. i have wished for a long time that i could just go to sleep and not wake up and that way my life...and those of others...would be a lot easier. you're not alone in that. i dont know if this will help but think of the people who care about you and how upset they'd be if you ended your own life. and know that if you ever need to talk about anything, you can message me. i love talking with people. *lots of love*

I think about it everyday the only reason I have'nt yet is because I know it'll devistate my family and I can't put them through that I've put them through to much already...