i don't understand how drinking makes people forget their problems. when i drink things get worse. I am very drunk right now i comletely lost it and almost dried IN a bar and finally told my best friend how thing have really been lately i started cutting agian afterYEARS of being ok. I don't know why this is back!!! I don't know hwy I'm depressed but I tols her and she wants to know why and i dont know. drinking makes things unable to hide it makes averything worse it makes me depressed more i hate this i dont know what to do and i wish more than any thing that i was sober right now
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