
Self-Injury Support Group
Whether you or someone you know or love struggles with self-injury, this is the community to discuss your experience, find support, meet others going through the same, and get advice on how to stop. Working together, we can help find alternative coping skills to reduce the urge to self-harm.

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Ok, so last night I dreamt that I had cut myself. It wasn't deep, or long...it was "normal." But I woke up feeling like I had cut. I had to check myself to make sure it hadn't actually happened. But, even though I was clean, I've been feeling like I cut all day. You know that feeling you get the day after? I can't seem to shake this, and I really feel like I've cut somewhere, only I can't remember where. Which scares me because it's triggering, and I'm already 3 1/2 months cut free. Anyone else had dreams like this? I've had them before, but not to the point where I felt like this all day long.
Also, most of you guys know I gave my tools to my therapist over a month ago. He didn't throw them away, but kept them on his desk. There's been a big...tug-of-war within me to tell him to throw them away. He said I had to tell him what to do with them. So, anyways I told him during my last session to throw them out. But now...now I'm freaking out. I am afraid to go to my next session because I don't want to hear that they are gone for good, that and I'm scared he'll make me throw them away with him. Either way I'm stressing out majorly.
Also, most of you guys know I gave my tools to my therapist over a month ago. He didn't throw them away, but kept them on his desk. There's been a big...tug-of-war within me to tell him to throw them away. He said I had to tell him what to do with them. So, anyways I told him during my last session to throw them out. But now...now I'm freaking out. I am afraid to go to my next session because I don't want to hear that they are gone for good, that and I'm scared he'll make me throw them away with him. Either way I'm stressing out majorly.

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yeah... tho my cuts in my dreams are usually hospitization kind.. in life, I only cut light... such a wuss

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That's how mine usually are. I'll dream I cut deeper than I would normally. But this time, it was weird because it wasn't any more than what would be in real life...but it disturbed (extremely) more than usual.
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