I haven't cut in almost 4 years and even though I have thought about it many times I have not relapsed. Recently, however the thoughts are much stronger and I am thinking about it atleast 5 or 6 times a day and it's getting harder and harder to say no. Today I am struggling more than I have in a long time. I had a really rough night last night, had a panic attack and woke up feeling about the same. I don't want to relapse but I am freaking out and need an outlet... unfortunatly that is the only outlet that really helps. :(
Posts You May Be Interested In
I miss traveling with my husband. Has anyone found a specific site regarding cruising for widow/widowers or any sightseeing trips. Not interested in being with couples and kids,,,I realize a cruise ship will have a portion size of families and couples, but perhaps they also put together a part of the cruise ship for groups of widows/widowers????
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...