I'm so confused. I've been having really bad urges to cut the last few days. I've also been thinking alot more about killing myself. I don't think I acctually will but I hate the fact that I even think about it. My life is just so completely overwhelming right now. I have so much going on and I feel like everything good in my life is gone. I don't know what to do. I know if I just cut I would feel so much better. But I haven't done it since before Christmas and I know I would feel horrible tomorrow. I just can't keep fighting this every day its taking so much out of me.
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