I'm getting so frustrated. I stop injuring myself for while, but then I get completely out of control and I can't stop. I've been tearing at my cuticles and fingers for a couple of weeks, to the point where my fingers bleed. Then I have to finish off with tweezers, clippers, scissors--whatever is handy. I can't seem to get a handle of this, and I'm feeling desperate! Also, I'm 46 years old--this has been going on for years, and I'm just tired, tired of all of it. Sometimes I'm so depressed about it, I try to force myself to go to sleep, just so I won't hurt myself. I feel so embarrassed and ashamed.
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