I have a friend that is good at telling me exactly what I don't want to hear but its usually things someone needs to tell me but most are afraid to. For example he tells me I need to get a job and move out of my parents house and get my life back on track, which is true. I appreciate that he does this but sometimes I feel like instead of listening he just tells me what i'm doing wrong. So I sent him this email trying to explain that. In it I told him that I really needed someone right now because I am not okand I didn't have anyone else to talk to. I know he read it because I can check if its been read. Its been a few days and I haven't heard from him. I think I must have pissed him off but I only did what he always does to me by putting things bluntly. I guess to make it short if a friend says "I am not ok I need a friend right now and have no one else to talk to" wouldn't you call??? He knows my history with cutting but not that I've started again, no one knows that. I just feel like he doesn't understand depression or why its so hard for me to follow his advice when I know hes right. I should follow the advice I just gave someone else, if he makes you sad more than he makes you happy its just not worth it. I just don't have anyone else right now and I don't know if i can brong myself to push him out of my life again....yes again....I know. I just want to scream....or cut...or something.....sorry for all my rambling
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