I was at the college today. Not many people are there because it's still winter break. But, I stopped by today while my sister was at work. I emptied one of my flashdrives to put on my new one, because it was not working well. I forgot to empty it off the computer as I stored it in my documents at the college. I NEVER forget, but I just realized a few minutes ago I forgot. It had a lot of ending it all stuff, e-mails to the Professor who has been my savior, stuff on my cutting, sexual abuse as well as my English and very personal Psychology papers. I can never go back to school and if I don't have school I have nothing. I might as well end it all tonight. I don't know what to do.
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