I've been cutting for 4 years. I had considered myself to be a recovered self injurer because I had gone up to 8 months without cutting. I cut on Sunday for the first time and it reminded me of that certain feeling that I liked when I did it... it calms me, and helps me organize my thoughts. 8 months later and I'm still not recovered! Is this seriously going to be a part of my life for good?
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