that may be an eating disorder. not SI i dont think even though you are harming yourself

To me it just sounds like extreme nerves, b/c when I get really upset I can't eat at all and any food makes me want to throw up. The pain that you enjoy afterward I think may be just an inherit feeling from your pre-existing love for si.

when you are extremely stressed or upset, your stomach, and the muscles around it naturally become tense tighten. this can cause you to throw up. I dont think its an eating disorder, unless you are doing it to avoid eating, or because you use it as a eight loss tool or the such.
The only time I would sya it is SI is if you begin to use it JUST TO feel the pain of it. When you make yourself throw up because you WANT to hurt yourself.
Hopethat makes this clearer for you.
Otherwise, its probably the stress thats causing you to throw up, which means the only way you can avoid it is if you learn ways to cope with the stress a littl better or takew steps to remove the stress triggers.
Anyway, I hope ive helped.

do you make yourself throw up or does it happen on its own? Is it because of the way it hurts? I dont think its bulimia unless you are having body image issues, but i could be wrong. i do know prolonged episodes of vomiting can cause damage to the esophogas and destroy tooth enamel. in think you really need to discuss this with someone.

Are you making yourself throw up?

For me, throwing up was (is) SI. I hurt myself in various ways, including cutting, not eating, and throwing up. I have conditioned myself not to like certain foods that I used to like by throwing up after I eat them, feeling the pain of vomiting and knowing the damage I'm doing to my esophagus and teeth.

Labels like eating disorders help psychiatrists classify us, but sometimes the drive isn't to lose weight, isn't to hurt the self.

I believe that self harm is just that. Doing harm to yourself. I think people who drink too much to kill the pain, or people who eat too much to get rid of the pain, or even people who exercise excessively to get rid of the pain. If you are making yourself purge then I would consider it a form of SI, but it could also be considered an eating disorder. This is just my opinion.

nop it is hard i no wat to class it has but it is eatin disorder