It seems like everyone seems to know why they do what they do. I have no clue. I started si when I was 12 I guess, I am 25 now. I have no desire to stop really. I love to burn, and I want it to scar. I don't do it in visible places (anymore) so I don't think its for attention. Not too mention that nobody knows I do it (some know I did it years ago.) All I know is when I feel it burning, it's almost a sexual release. But I can't say "its bc I want to punish myself" or "i want to replace the emotional pain w/ physical pain." Maybe I don't know.
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