feel like cutting more when you see the scars you have??? It's to the point where i have to wear long sleeves when I'm alone...it's almost like i fanticize about cutting more deeper etc. It is very hard...most of my scars are quite old, nearly a year...i see them and i feel that i need to cut agin...i have cut but nothing like i did to get these scars and i am afraid that i am going to end up cutting like that again...but i can't because i have to finish school and be happy and not let anyone know i feel like crap...lol...just ranting...and wondering if anyone else feels this way about scars???
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