I have believing for so long that hope exists, and that I might walk away from all of this. But now, I believe I have been fed a crap o jorgon by people who are being paid to tell me this. Anyone feel this way. They don't know. And if they don't know, they can't help. Just offer their bad advice. That I feel like crap for, cause I follow it, and it doesn't work. Like someone's trying to turn lights on in a dark house, yet they don't realize, there is no electricity.
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