i\'m not a cutter but when i was younger i used to hit and bite myself when i was angry. but now when i get really depressed or upset i take a bunch of pills. i can\'t explain it. it\'s like i want to die and i have been close before from taking the pills. but i am too scared to hang myself or jump off a bridge or something. i don\'t know why i have all these thoughts i have i won\'t go into details. but i scare myself sometimes. is this still SI?
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