i try so hard not to hurt myself and for a while there i didnt. i had stopped for a little over a month and then two nights ago i just became really frustrated with all my problems and i couldnt help myself.first it started off with a few scratches on one leg then i went to my other one and cut myself over and over until blood was running down both sides of my leg and that didnt even make me stop by the end of it i got my left hand almost completely covered in blood,some got on my shirt and a pillow and also on my bed and now that feeling that made me lose it that night is coming back again and im freaking out right now..i just dont know what to do anymore nothing is helping me at all ive been waiting six years for things to get better and im beginning to lose my patience..im holding out little hope that maybe by some chance someone on here can help me.
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