My mom found out about my cutting last month. She started doing body checks on me. She's been doing them less and less and now she doesn't do them anymore. I stopped cutting for her. I had about 21 scars on my forearms and more than I can count on my upper arm. Last night some shit came up and I cut about seven times. I used a razor from a utility razor so the cuts are deep....I had thought I had the will power to stop. I had fought minor times when I wanted to cut just because I missed the feelings...I don't know if I'll ever be able to stop completely...
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