The title says it all. I haven't told my therapist yet because she says that it seems like when I cut it's more when I'm suicidal or have suicidal thoughts. I don't know if that's true. I'm not suicidal or anything now. I had valid reasons for cutting I needed to punish myself. And yes...I really did. My impulses are taking control over me and I need to punish myself for them. I didn't cut a lot and I really don't want to get into it again. It's just one more problem, one more added addiction I don't need. Sorry to vent guys. XOXOXO
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