i really need some help. i'm just so depressedand i feel worse and worse every day. i flinch and jump every time somebody touches me and i didn't notice until the other day when somebody pointed it out. i don't know what that means but ok. and i'm never happy. some kids at school found out that i cut myself and they keep spreading it around and now i'm afraid it will get back to a teacher. if it gets back to a teacher they will tell my aunt and uncle who will admit me into a phych hospital. i just really miss my parents and i wish they were here with me. i feel there pain. it's like it has become apart of me. i'm just so upset and i need them. i have these killer headaches that can last weeks at a time and i need i'm always cold.i just really want to cut and i'm afraid. ugh i just feel like dieing. atleast when your dead you don't have to deal with this unbearable pain!
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