Self-Injury Support Group

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*confused, i just want to escape!

this2willpass
this2willpass
i think in actual real life i need to talk to someone, because i cant stop thinking about killing myself, not the actual dying but just cutting really deep into my veins, or going out and taking a shit load of drugs, so at least i could go out on a high.

i dont know why i feel like this, i dont want to die, i want to escape from myself but i cant think of any other way to do it, im to afraid to confront myself and go to therapy.
i dont care about myself, i was thinking today, i know people would miss me, and i feel bad for thinking of leaving them, but on the other hand i just think fuck them, how can they not know how i feel, how can they ignore something that, if you think about it, is so blatantly obvious, and i kind of want to make them feel bad. which is bad in itself, that i would think of doing that, just to upset and ruin someone elses life. im confused and i dont know what to do because i really dont think i can feel like this for a lot longer, it needs to go away, or end completely.
deleted_user
deleted_user
You should definatly get your self professional help go see your doctor now.
good luck.
deleted_user
deleted_user
please get help hun.... I finally broke down myself today & saw my doctor.

you are in my thoughts & prayers
deleted_user
deleted_user
I know where you are right now, i have felt exactly how you feel right now...My thoughts are with you and i am thinking about you...i know it's frustrating and you wonder how the fuck can't anyone see how much pain that you're in, but you are only looking at it from your perspective. That doesn't change how bad you feel, but maybe the people around you may be scared and not sure what to do for the best, because they aren't exactly sure whats upsetting you....i know you don't want to die, you just want the confusing bullshit to fucking end, you've reached a point, where your thoughts and the darkness has consummed you. Is there anything in your life that you can do to take your mind off the negative thoughts, even something as simple as going for a walk, watching a film, drawing, reading, a change of routine is as good as a rest, start keeping a diary. I promise you any one of these things will help...it's simply a matter of breaking the vicious circle you have found yourself in, then taking it from there, step by step in your own time, some days will be harder than others but take each day as it comes, keep yourself busy, it does help. Tommy xxxx
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