
Self-Injury Support Group
Whether you or someone you know or love struggles with self-injury, this is the community to discuss your experience, find support, meet others going through the same, and get advice on how to stop. Working together, we can help find alternative coping skills to reduce the urge to self-harm.

this2willpass
i think in actual real life i need to talk to someone, because i cant stop thinking about killing myself, not the actual dying but just cutting really deep into my veins, or going out and taking a shit load of drugs, so at least i could go out on a high.
i dont know why i feel like this, i dont want to die, i want to escape from myself but i cant think of any other way to do it, im to afraid to confront myself and go to therapy.
i dont care about myself, i was thinking today, i know people would miss me, and i feel bad for thinking of leaving them, but on the other hand i just think fuck them, how can they not know how i feel, how can they ignore something that, if you think about it, is so blatantly obvious, and i kind of want to make them feel bad. which is bad in itself, that i would think of doing that, just to upset and ruin someone elses life. im confused and i dont know what to do because i really dont think i can feel like this for a lot longer, it needs to go away, or end completely.
i dont know why i feel like this, i dont want to die, i want to escape from myself but i cant think of any other way to do it, im to afraid to confront myself and go to therapy.
i dont care about myself, i was thinking today, i know people would miss me, and i feel bad for thinking of leaving them, but on the other hand i just think fuck them, how can they not know how i feel, how can they ignore something that, if you think about it, is so blatantly obvious, and i kind of want to make them feel bad. which is bad in itself, that i would think of doing that, just to upset and ruin someone elses life. im confused and i dont know what to do because i really dont think i can feel like this for a lot longer, it needs to go away, or end completely.
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