
Self-Injury Support Group
Whether you or someone you know or love struggles with self-injury, this is the community to discuss your experience, find support, meet others going through the same, and get advice on how to stop. Working together, we can help find alternative coping skills to reduce the urge to self-harm.

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so i am a bit concerned about my safety at the moment, had an arugment with my bf nothing to do with why i am feeling like this now. But it seems to have put me in a mood. I am feeling like just breaking into my dads box and taking a razor and dragging it across my wrist. I am aching for it my wrists are itching for it. Does anyone else get that feeling? am i crazy? Sometimes i really wonder why was i put here? On this hell hole they call earth. you know i just wonder am i really here or is this all just a bad dream..
am now having thoughts of overdosing is kool when your at the high you know dizzy head and stuff but i dont want that feeling to go away and it will. But.... i dunno anymore this is all so tiring i just want to give in. If i cut tonight i know there will be no turning back RELAPSE and i will lose everything important to me.
But i cant seem to stop the feeling. i am sick of when i have the urge to cut it do little pussy ones that are easy to hide or make an excuse for i want to do a nice big gaping one. (Sorry if this is to much for people) i am craving it so bad i am tingling inside i just dont know what to do!
why am i such a failure
A FAT UGLY USELESS FAILURE.
Sorry i know was graphic. sorry
am now having thoughts of overdosing is kool when your at the high you know dizzy head and stuff but i dont want that feeling to go away and it will. But.... i dunno anymore this is all so tiring i just want to give in. If i cut tonight i know there will be no turning back RELAPSE and i will lose everything important to me.
But i cant seem to stop the feeling. i am sick of when i have the urge to cut it do little pussy ones that are easy to hide or make an excuse for i want to do a nice big gaping one. (Sorry if this is to much for people) i am craving it so bad i am tingling inside i just dont know what to do!
why am i such a failure
A FAT UGLY USELESS FAILURE.
Sorry i know was graphic. sorry
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I know how you feel I really do! But don't give in, it only makes it worse. I wish I could give you a huge hug and wave a wand and everythign gowes away! If you need to chat, I'm here xx
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