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so i am a bit concerned about my safety at the moment, had an arugment with my bf nothing to do with why i am feeling like this now. But it seems to have put me in a mood. I am feeling like just breaking into my dads box and taking a razor and dragging it across my wrist. I am aching for it my wrists are itching for it. Does anyone else get that feeling? am i crazy? Sometimes i really wonder why was i put here? On this hell hole they call earth. you know i just wonder am i really here or is this all just a bad dream..
am now having thoughts of overdosing is kool when your at the high you know dizzy head and stuff but i dont want that feeling to go away and it will. But.... i dunno anymore this is all so tiring i just want to give in. If i cut tonight i know there will be no turning back RELAPSE and i will lose everything important to me.
But i cant seem to stop the feeling. i am sick of when i have the urge to cut it do little pussy ones that are easy to hide or make an excuse for i want to do a nice big gaping one. (Sorry if this is to much for people) i am craving it so bad i am tingling inside i just dont know what to do!
why am i such a failure
A FAT UGLY USELESS FAILURE.
Sorry i know was graphic. sorry
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You don't have to be sorry.
I know how you feel I really do! But don't give in, it only makes it worse. I wish I could give you a huge hug and wave a wand and everythign gowes away! If you need to chat, I'm here xx
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no way do you have to be sorry for the feelings you have, it saddens me when it comes down to this, you are no way a failure as well, the urge to self harm is very strong and i am constantly fighting it(losing mostly)gaping wounds take a lot of looking after, but no matter what you do you are not a failure, or anything bad like what you said,please remember you are not alone.....
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thanks for posting sorry to have worried yous
i wont be writing another thread like this. I cant offload my problems onto other people
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sweetie, thats what we're here for!!! you have every right to post when you're nervous about your safety, *hugs* are you any better?
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im exactly the same at the moment.
good luck, hope your ok xxxx
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i do feel that way sometimes. i know exactly what you mean... you have nothing to be sorry about.. i don't know what to say except that i'll always be here to talk to you. i've gone a long time without cutting at the moment, and that might be the only thing keeping me from doing it .. knowing that i will lose what is important to me as well. relapse is a bitch. i hope everything is okay.
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Wow! It was like you were in my fuckin head...I wanna cut so bad I can't stand it. I'm too afraid to do it though. I have no way of hiding it. Maybe if I cut deep enough I won't have to...
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You don't have to be sorry for your feelings, they are what they are. I cut tonight and i now I regret it. I t wasn't major, but like you I wanted it to be. I gnore the urge, I know that's easier said, but you don't want to hurt yourself.
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I wish I could just say STOP, and all of us would be able to stop.
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I cut on my thighs. because now esp since it's winter, pants and even some shorts will cover it up, anyway..
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