and it's like a punishment for me. I keep on making mistake after mistake after mistake so I cut. Deeper and deeper. I stopped for a while but the past few days have set me off. And then I get into this cycle of guilt...I feel bad for cutting so I hate myself even more...it fuels it on....I guess I'm not asking for advice or anything, I just need to vent, I hate this and just want to be ok.
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