wow....im very very triggered right now and i am very tempted to SI...but...i know i cant, would be a very very big mistake. im anemic and i know it would not be very smart to SI, in fact it would be incredibly dumb of me, but honestly, i dont normally apply logic when i cut. so here i am, trying to keep myself busy. working?....not so much. i mean, i know that if i do cut i probably wont die of loss of blood, but the thing is that im afraid ill go too deep or something like that and i just know that i really really shouldnt.
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