i can't stop cuttign but it helps to deal with some of the mental pain that i feel. i can't explain it but it really does help. WTF! am i that crazy that hurtign myself physically helps me get through the mental pain that i have inside me. i have to hide it from my cousin even though he cuts coz i told him i had quit but i just can't i want to for him but it is too hard. for me do other people feel this way or am i just too fucked up that i can not control this please help befroe my cutting get way to serious.
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