recently my doc doubled my medication and i thought things were looking up, but i've started cutting again. Every time something upsets me or i'm feeling bad i just reach for a knife it's gone so far i can't stop myself. When i bleed i feel all the pain and worry drain out of me but it always comes back. I just feel so hopeless i'm starting to think if i took my life the pain would end for good. I hate having these feelings inside me it seems like the only way is to cut them out.
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