im not so sure i can stop. last nite i cut and im not even sure why things were going so well. ive been feeling good and today i feel like shit.i dont know whats wrong with me maybe it would be better if i wasnt here im just letting ppl down. im stupid i cant even stop cutting. everyone thinks its so easy and that im not trying hard enough. im letting everyone down. im just a big disapointment.
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