Okay, I am getting really scared. I have thought of nothing but cutting the last three days. I have tried writing, meditation, talking and giving myself a limit...but NOTHING is working. I started with a next day limit but DAMN IT that one has run out ....Damn, am I really that evil to want to do this to myself? And now that jittery, slam my head against the wall feeling is disappearing. The calm, cool one is taking over. Getting everything ready for the fall that is sure to come shortly. You know, get the razor, get the towels, get the peroxide and the band-aids.... DAMN! Someone please help me....stop this please.................
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