Self-Injury Support Group
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this wsa about 2 days after my relapse on aguest 30th
i came close to being put in the hospital cause of my SI.
when i told my best friend ( i don't consider him my best friend any more cause he really doesn't understand what i'm going through)
it was hard for me to tell him and when he got to my house he snaped at me and said "why didn't you call me?" the whole time i was looking at the ground and he was saying other stuff that i for got. he asked to see the scars and i slowly pulled up my sleeve. i'm into use the rubber band thing and he said "and give me the rubber band before you hurt someone" i told him no because it helps me out, and he asked how. and i said it just does. i don't know why he was more worried about the rubber band and not what i used to SI
but any way. i was with him in his car and my mom called my cell and asked what was wrong and it was hard for me to tell her about my relapse.once we got home (my friend as well) they were worried about me and my mom wanted to see my scars and i showed her and she was mad. she thinks that just because my sister is gone (she caused a lot of fights in my family) that i should be happy. at first she wanted me to be locked up then she changed her mind and didn't want me to be locked up.
so we went to the hospital and i just enede up talking to a family counselor. the nurse asked me when i did it and i told her augest 30th. my friend snaped at me and said "why didn't you tell me then?" so i didn't stay at the hospital i just ended up going home.
i came close to being put in the hospital cause of my SI.
when i told my best friend ( i don't consider him my best friend any more cause he really doesn't understand what i'm going through)
it was hard for me to tell him and when he got to my house he snaped at me and said "why didn't you call me?" the whole time i was looking at the ground and he was saying other stuff that i for got. he asked to see the scars and i slowly pulled up my sleeve. i'm into use the rubber band thing and he said "and give me the rubber band before you hurt someone" i told him no because it helps me out, and he asked how. and i said it just does. i don't know why he was more worried about the rubber band and not what i used to SI
but any way. i was with him in his car and my mom called my cell and asked what was wrong and it was hard for me to tell her about my relapse.once we got home (my friend as well) they were worried about me and my mom wanted to see my scars and i showed her and she was mad. she thinks that just because my sister is gone (she caused a lot of fights in my family) that i should be happy. at first she wanted me to be locked up then she changed her mind and didn't want me to be locked up.
so we went to the hospital and i just enede up talking to a family counselor. the nurse asked me when i did it and i told her augest 30th. my friend snaped at me and said "why didn't you tell me then?" so i didn't stay at the hospital i just ended up going home.
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
Peoples first reaction is anger to things they dont understand, trust me, when my sister found out we almost ended up at a hospital but luckily she has started to be more open and treats it as another part of who i am. (THANK GOD BTW)
now you know, and now you will be more careful.... but you can always tell us. We are like the voices in your head!! LOL