Self-Injury Support Group

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It seems that my entire life I have been running. I run from pain and yet I desire pain in order to feel. I hide from myself and disguise my intentions. I think that death would be the ultimate feeling of peace. I do not dread the suddeness of death. I welcome it with open arms. I feel that my time on earth has been tainted by the ill will others feel and express. My pain is as deep as it is wide, and it seems to cover every person or desire I touch. I have a toxic desire to feel nothing. I have a toxic desire to die. I am sure there is no other way.
EmmaammE
EmmaammE
Im sorry your feeling so low but ending your life is certainly not the answer to your problems. you really need to seek help from someone that can really offer advise and the help you need.
deleted_user
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I hope that you find the help you need right now. And as painful and empty as life can be, death is not the end. It is only the end of your ability to change anything. While there is breath, there is hope. Please don't give in to the darkness. your soul lives on...and your soul is the seat of your mind, your will and your emotions. If you end your physical life because of emotional/physical pain, those feelings will be with you on the other side and you will not have means to escape them. Please take the hard road and hang in there. You are not alone in your pain, my friend. You've been wounded and need to heal. You are worth the effort. you are welcome to talk to me if you want. i won't judge you, as i have wandered that desolate place you are in and there IS a way out.
*hugs*
cherie
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desiring pain in order to feel isn't uncommon around here, you came to the right place *hugs* stay safe, I know how you feel about being toxic...but honestly you aren't toxic, really you aren't... son't let the bad people that hurt you control your life, they are the toxic ones!! Please don't hurt yourself, life, as hard as it is, is worth living... feel free to message me anytime, ok? Anything we can do?
deleted_user
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I am sorry you are suffering as much as you are, but your death will not be sudden. It will take time. It will hurt. I'm sorry. Please get help & talk to us.

*hugs*
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