So I am taking a snowboarding class through my university and every time I have gone up to the mt. I have hurt myself. At first I thought it was on accident but then my friend yelled at me and told me I was doing it on purpose and now I am thinking she may be right. I don't understand why I am doing it though because I am not stressed. I guess I just like the look of blood in the snow. It sounds so horrible. I would hit my head over and over and punch myself in the face until the snow turned red. I don't understand why I do it if I am not feeling stressed or depressed. I ended up in the hospital last week because I couldn't remember my name and this week by hair was bloody by the end. I am scared.
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