so here I am, not sleeping again, up because I'm freaking out. I'm just so on edge and I need to sleep or something. Theres nothing on TV in the dorms right now. I've got my music on, trying to focus on that, but my mind is on my sticky situation. Trying to write too, but I'm having a hard time distracting myself. I wish I knew what to do, if I stay this edgy I'm gonna need a release, and I promised I wouldn't without calling, so if it gets to that point I'm gonna have to wake him up too... damn.
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