I have been holding in for a long time but I can't do it anymore. I was just cooking dinner and was having all kinds of sarcastic comments made towards me from my sister and my mom just kept telling me to shut the F*ck up and agreeing with what my sister was doing to me...my sister hit me hard in the arm and my mom seen it and said nothing about it...i told my mom that no one is allowed to hit me and i kept telling her..that and she kept telling me to knock it off. I then said that I hate this family and that they won't be happy till I'm in the hospital again or in a casket. Once again my mom didn't care...and she got up in my face yelling at me to pack my sh*t if I didn't like this family. I want to die right now...I really just want to die. I sat in my room and didn't have anything so I just dug at my left arm and scratched as hard as i could...i made some of the skin peel off...it felt good. This is the first time I have S.I. in almost a year ....=[
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