i feel like i am completely loosing my mind but i have no idea why? i'm just so angry and i'm getting wound up by the smallest things like right now someone in the next flat is playing music really loud and all i want to do is punch them until them stop!! its just not rational thinking. i'm slowly getting angrier and angrier with myself so i need to cut. so fucking tired but can't get any sleep thanks to noise. just wanna scream and smash stuff :(
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