I am falling apart. I can't take it anymore. The last 9 years of my life have been hell, all 9 a total waste I have lost them forever. I believed, I trusted, I had faith, I gave my heart away, and the hardest of all, I loved. And through all of this, I tried and tried and tried, thinking I could make it better. That I could make him the way he used to be. But the person I met 10 years ago never truly existed. It was a lie to reel me in and trap me. I'm on death row, except I never get the injection to finally be at peace. I will suffer in my cell until I die or kill myself.
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