i really want to cut right now. the last few days have been really hard on me urge-wise. i keep thinking, "maybe i can just knick my finger", but i know i'd be so ashamed of myself for picking up the razor again. i was bad the other night & took an extra anxiety pill when i went to bed so i could get a little bit numb. i'm having trouble with my paranoia again, which is why the urges are stacking up. it just seems that each day that goes by without a cut, makes me want to do it all the more the next day. =p i can't call my doctor to up my meds til monday evening. any suggestions?
Posts You May Be Interested In