So i went to counseling today and I told the counselor about how I cut really deep and had to have stitches. It scared me because I didn't think I would ever cut that deep so I got rid of all my razors. The counselor thought this a good idea but all I can think about is cutting. I don't want to disappoint the counselor even though he said that even if I cut I wouldn't disappoint him. That it is a process and to take it day by day or minute by minute. But my anxiety just goes through the roof and the only way I know to cope is cutting. I feel like I want to jump out of my own skin right now. Can anyone relate????
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