Hey, I was wondering, if ANY one else knows what it's like to burn your self. Like with a lighter. You heat it up for like a minute or so, then you press it as hard as you can to your skin until it gets cold again. If you do it hard enough, the scar will be there for a long time. None of mine have gone away. And i was dumb about it at first because i would put them on my arms (quickest body part to get to), but I WASN'T TRYING TO GET ANY SPECIAL ATTENTION!! i just wanted to see if i could still feel, ya know? like, i had become so numb to any kind of harm, i wanted to make sure i was still there, alive. Then i added some to my legs (always covered), and then (very resently), on my left breast. Where my bras cover it. And now, I am scared because I can't feel it. it doesn't hurt anymore. and that sucks because i still feel hurt inside. :( Now I'm not exactly cutting, just carving words in various places. Back to the original question (sorry for rambling on, HABIT!! lol), does any one else do this?
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