The only time I SI is when my emotionally abusive H is having a tyrade... screaming horrible, wrong things to me and not allowing me to respond. He attacks every emotional weakness that I have until I can't stand it, begging him to stop. I end up in the fetal position in the floor, screaming, smashing the top of my head with my fists. If it happens and we are in the car, I hit the side window with my head. It has gotten worse lately because I do this even if he leaves the house during one of the bad times. I know it sounds crazy, but when I am caught up in the madness, it is just what happens.
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