sometimes i feel i already died but just dont know it yet and think i going crazy.i kept diary 4 22yrs then last august stopped and dont no why but when i got crazy head on i convince myself its cos i died that day and im not here anymore.i do things but never no if its real or just a dream and when i in street i check 2 see if people can really see me just 2 prove 2 self i not dead.nothing feels real anymore im so detached from the world--does anyone else ever feel like this?
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