Self-Injury Support Group

Whether you or someone you know or love struggles with self-injury, this is the community to discuss your experience, find support, meet others going through the same, and get advice on how to stop. Working together, we can help find alternative coping skills to reduce the urge to self-harm.

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winny
winny
sometimes i feel i already died but just dont know it yet and think i going crazy.i kept diary 4 22yrs then last august stopped and dont no why but when i got crazy head on i convince myself its cos i died that day and im not here anymore.i do things but never no if its real or just a dream and when i in street i check 2 see if people can really see me just 2 prove 2 self i not dead.nothing feels real anymore im so detached from the world--does anyone else ever feel like this?
deleted_user
deleted_user
I have a few times but not as badly as you seem to feel it.. you might want to talk to a p-doc about disassociating/ feeling unreal
winny
winny
they said it was disassociative problem but couldnt tell me how 2 switch on.i lose hours in day with no idea what i did or where i been. i feel invisible, that no one can see me cos im not there-maybe i am dead afterall
deleted_user
deleted_user
win47 all i can tell u is u r not dead cuz i just read ur post and reply to it.
deleted_user
deleted_user
I've always had this problem, I guess it's from my parents ignoring me while I was growing up and I didn't know if I was real, somedays it gets really bad. I think there is a name for it but I can't think of what it is called, some kind of reality problem but I know how terrible it is to feel this way.
winny
winny
it just dont feel real today. if post is still here tomorrow ill know then im not dreaming though this sure feels like a dream 2 me. i dont no whats going on- sure ur answering me but u could in a dream 2.im cracking up. maybe its cos i stopped meds idk
winny
winny
it just dont feel real today. if post is still here tomorrow ill know then im not dreaming though this sure feels like a dream 2 me. i dont no whats going on- sure ur answering me but u could in a dream 2.im cracking up. maybe its cos i stopped meds idk
deleted_user
deleted_user
It's real, I promise! Do you have a p-doc to talk to? They have meds/ coping mechanisms that might help...
deleted_user
deleted_user
Im the same, I think that I made everyone up in what is going on at the moment.
Just know your not alone in how you are feeling, lots of people feel that way.
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