So I stopped cutting for a little over six months, but once my boyfriend and I started having parties at our new apartment, I started back up again. Every time I drink now, it happens. I never used to be upset while drinking, and I know alcohol is a depressant. But whenever people are over I sneak into the bathroom to expel my anxiety. I used to have fun drinking when it was just me and boyfriend, but it always sucks now. I still love the feeling of being drunk and my 21st is on the way. Any tips to avoid cutting on my birthday? Because that would really suck.
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