I am pretty down, I have had a bad week and last night i bacame pretty agitated and i got it in my head to harm...mind you i was at about 55 days without cutting, I didnt cut though when my husband left to go fishing i burned...i took a half a book of matches and burned. I have NEVER burned I have always cut. I am so disappointed in myself.
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